I haven't been writing much lately because my living arrangement have changed. Unfortunately my health deteriorated and I had to withdraw from the summer semester leaving me with quite a large debt to the school... so large, in fact, that I couldn't afford to go on living on campus. In order not to be a burden to anyone and to keep my troubles to myself... and to still be in a secure location... I've moved into the city mission. There really is a shame I feel that goes along with this. Fuck shame. It's not for me. I've got a cure for shame. Do not live in the shadows. Walk in the light. So I will continue to write. I've been keeping a private bl9g that I might publish. One of the staff felt the need to call me a faggot after I complained that someone else had been sexually harassing me. He also felt the need to disclose my sexual orientation to every single resident and staff member so that they could have the option to discriminate, harass, or threaten my life ...